The Bridge

I’ve been sitting in my thoughts lately and haven’t identified where they are coming from let alone know what to do with them.  There is a song by Keane “Is It Any Wonder?” that asks a lot of the questions that are floating around in my head. 

I was sharing a little bit about my inability to figure out my mind with a couple guys this morning before basketball and it was at that point that I realized the questions, fears, or concerns that most would assume I am wrestling with (church planting, moving, or second child) aren’t even on my radar.  To me those are no brainers.

So I set out and journaled this morning  and what I found myself expressing was the desire to not figure it out yet.  That what I might need most is the weight of these thoughts and feelings to sit in me and linger for awhile.  I believe the Lord is up to something inside of me and the worst thing for me right now would be to try and fix it, figure it out, or numb it.  So I’m going to just continue sitting in my thoughts and explore where God might be in all of them because in the end - that is what I want - to find God.

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